So after years of apprehension and slight procrastination, i've decided to upload videos to youtube. over a year ago i had added a rap parody i wrote to one of dr. dre's songs. And for the past couple weeks i've been submitting videos. Videos of me singing and playing guitar, videos of songs i recorded with one of my friends from ontario. and lastly... a video log introducing myself and giving my theories on finding new music. I'm about to upload a second vlog now about childhood memories and i think this could potentially be a great project.

So i was thinking... after wathching projects like... "vlog candy" and "5 awesome girls" and what not... it might be cool to do that kind of project with other people!
We come up with a topic every week, and each day someone will post a video with an answer to said topic.

Let me know if any of you would be interested I think it could be a really cool project to embark on.

ps: heres the link to my youtube if anyone wants to see

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Have you ever been so pissed off that you were shaking and hyperventalating and just felt like smashing shit? I just felt like that not even an hour ago... I locked myself in my studio and found myself listening to some slayer... and after my 5 month block of not having inspiration to paint... i found myself painting a tripych in less then 20 mins. As i talk to you now, the tubes of paint are still scattered on the floor, the paint is fresh, my nails are encrusted in black paint from ripping at my canvas with my bare hands and reminents of paint that splattered on my floor and furniture is drying up. I dont know why i've had such a build up of anger lately, i think its my cyst. Its got my testosterone levels through the roof at the moment. (Still waiting on the blood test results on whether its cancer or not.) But anyway... all this too say that my 20 mins of rage filled psychotic painting was quite a relief and helped me get level headed again. I'll be posting up a picture of it in the next few days once its dried.

Also... seeing as how this was quite an enjoyable experience for me.. i'd like you all to share your personal experiences with me as well. And please show pictures if you can.

Okay. So i recently received some hateful comments on one of my artworks... I guess most people would say, "I guess you just cant handle critique" Well.. i dont think thats even relevant with what it was actually about. The comments werent even based on critique at all. I was sent a rude message not because my artwork was bad, not because of how i did it or anything.... but because of WHO i painted. I've never gotten hate comments like these on deviant art ever.... The person seemed to have an issue with my painting called jeffree star. He had nothing useful to say... just slandering of Jefree star himself. It upsets me because it's just very prejudiced. Jefree star is a tranny. big deal. i thought he would make an interesting painting, being that he is a drag queen, being that he is making himself vomit and im making it look glamorous and pretty and happy. The person who sent me the hateful comments missed the whole point of my painting because of their arrogance and ignorance. I hate it when people dont take the time to dig deeper, they just see something they dont like and bash it right away ignorantly. My portait of Jefree star was not an homage to him because i am a fan... it was an art peice with an actual meaning behind it. I would appreciate that my artwork be looked at with an actual artistic eye rather then the eye of ignorant wannabe's that just look around for people to bash without reason. I thought deviant art was a respectable place, but it seems to have become a place where "youtube bashers" have began leaking in.

Do me a favor, and go elsewhere with your disrespect.

Its that time of year again where the final mins and seconds of the year are being ticked away. I never really understood the point of having a new years resolution.... i used to try... but i would always end up forgetting about it a few weeks... or months later.... I dont think we should have to wait for a specific day to make particular changes in our lives to benefit us... if we really thought it was necessary to change for our own benefit, we shouldnt procrastinate and push important things to the end of the year.

All this to say... I would like to know what your opinions are on new years resolutions, if you have them, and what they are! I'd love to hear from you guys.

The subject says it all.